I am constantly under pressure. My IDP needs to be done. The garage has to be cleaned up so I can get the truck down here. That novel isn’t going to write itself is it? When’s the last time I blogged? What did that guy say in line? If only I knew Spanish.
I’ve been struggling with this same issue for years and all this internal pressure hasn’t helped one bit. Exhibit A: my office and garage. So I decided a couple weeks ago to stop pressuring myself. So every time I think of something that I just have to do or a project I would love to do I say to myself not right now I’m on vacation.
From the outside it probably looks like nothing changed. I’m still doing what I’ve been always been doing. The garage is no closer to being clean but my job is going well and Mackenzie is well taken care of. The difference is internal though. I feel more at ease and I’m breathing a little easier. It’s been nice.
This too will pass though. Can’t be on vacation forever.
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